Confused ?

Trying to figure things out but can't seem to get to a conclusion. No matter how hard I try it's like my mind goes blank. Right or wrong has no meaning ! Life is a constant struggle, filled with second guesses and no restrictions. Playing by the second, but losing by the minute ! Making decisions is a weakness because either way we seem to lose something. Rock bottom, is about swimming in your pain !

Recovering from another, while struggling with a ghost. Looking behind just blinds you from where you want to go. Life they say is not meant to be simple. But the obstacles that come some of us are never prepared for, things we overcome, are they ever really gone? Or are they just pushed back and forgotten. Letting go does that really exist? Being better can you accomplishing bouncing back , can that happen? Being true to yourself will it ever satisfy!?